ira-ish

2010-03-03T15:15:00.001+09:00

LURVE THIS PHOTO.

Twitter, Tweetdeck, Webcam, and My Nokia E71's Cam.

Vain Much? Haha

2010-03-01T16:49:00.002+09:00

RIP dear FACEBOOK... I had so much faith in you but then you had to go and make me hurl you down the steps and now my faith is on TWITTER.

fyi. nahack ang facebook ko. im requesting it to be suspended or deleted pero ang bagal iprocess ng facebook team. sorry for the inconvenience facebookers!

2009-12-28T13:49:00.002+09:00

in love as usual.. :)

2009-12-23T14:07:00.003+09:00

He didn't steal me. He swept me away.

2009-12-18T15:04:00.002+09:00

saaaad song :( fake love.. love this song cause of ryan ross' part, ung chorus!

SHE HAD THE WORLD - PANIC AT THE DISCO

She held the world upon a string.
But she didnt ever hold me.
She spun the stars on her fingernails.
But it never made her happy.
Because she couldn�t ever have me.

She said shed won the world at a carnival.
But she couldn't ever win me.
Because she couldnt ever catch me.
I, I know why.
Because when I look in her eyes, I just see the sky.

I dont love you. Im just passing the time.
You could love me.
If I knew how to lie?
But who could love me?
I am out of my mind.
Throwing a line out to sea.
To see if I can catch a dream.

The sun was always in her eyes.
She didn't even see me.
But that girl had so much love.
Shed want to kiss you all the time.
Yeah, she'd want to kiss you all the time.

2009-12-18T01:18:00.000+09:00

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ...

2009-11-04T19:20:00.002+09:00

a lot like love.. :))

2009-10-08T03:35:00.002+09:00

happy happy 8 :))

oohhhhh! i have a boyfriend :))

no further details.

2009-10-01T02:41:00.006+09:00

i think october is so my month. :)) oh so happy.

2009-09-30T05:15:00.002+09:00

i will now stop adding insult to injury.

2009-09-29T01:35:00.003+09:00

the hard thing is not getting what i want (coz i always do) but wanting it even after i get it... :(

yeah. super mabilis ako magsawa sa isang person. and once na nagsawa na ako, wala na. its like so over na. and i think the only way how to keep me interested is to play the "bestfriend card" on me. coz i never get tired of a habbit. cguro i have this idea na my boyfriend is supposed to be my bestfriend din. like two in one. :))

2009-09-26T12:49:00.000+09:00

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

[Brighter - Paramore]

2009-09-21T02:34:00.002+09:00

third week (bar ops).

same same same. nothing special happened. HAHA. but i think it was this time that i really did something for a barrista. like really delivered food to her hotel. as in real effort. it was kinda tiring. well, as for my crushie.. fortune teller genius is a freaking liar. sabi nya we'll have our moment. but we didnt! im never gonna trust that person-ish again. rawr! haha.

Well I, for the most part, like to pursue my crushie. 'Cause pretty much I like not knowing if I can catch him. And feel so damn rewarded when I do. But when I do, i actually kinda lose my interest on him because I already got what I wanted. So basically I think, all I want is the chase. ;) Gaaaad! I soooo sound like a jerk. you think?

2009-09-18T01:13:00.003+09:00

The Meantime Boy. --- oohhh i think i have one! :))

He enters your living room without hesitation because he knows he’s always welcome there. You can never completely get angry with him because you’ll forgive him anyway (why expend the energy on that?) There’s no real pressure to look good for him, or to domesticate yourself, because hell, he probably cooks better than you do. you don’t get disappointed when he doesn’t open the door for you, or perform any of the perfunctory genteel mannerisms frequently assigned to a “gentleman” (ergo, a prospect). if he sees you as a buddy, then you really don’t quite see him as a “man”… much more the “gentle” kind.

But that doesn’t mean these signs of breeding are alien to him (it’s just that around you, he can slip up and live to see the next day). More often than not, he’s one of those dudes on top of the food chain. Why else wouldn’t you mind having him confused as a boyfriend? And the mere fact that he doesn’t mind (well, not really) being seen with you says he sees you being in that level too - especially if he has to contend with the are-you-guys-together interrogation as well.

And admit it, the pestering questions from well-meaning people are well-founded. You’ve both acquired the mannerisms of an old couple - there are no awkward silences, no trite comments, no hesitations. Physical intimacy can stretch from holding hands to cross the street to a prolonged embrace when one of you feels bad. It’s true, you’re around each other when life’s vicissitudes erupt. He’ll be the first person at your doorstep, maybe even getting there before you do, because you told him you were just fine (wonderful, could’t be better) - and he recognized the devastation in your voice . And you, you don’t even need to say how proud you are of him (how awkward can that be!)- you knew, you believed in him way before he did.

Where your relationship is is where other couple’s relationships should be - given fifteen years or so. Only you’ve had this chemistry too soon, way before either one of you will ever recognize just how irreplaceable it is. It was never the result of time, negotiation or compromise. It’s just one of those things that came too easily, so naturally it’s laughable to call it precious (it’s so many other things - just NOT that word). It’s like telling a piano prodigy to practice when he can play Mozart’s Symphony in E Minor after one listening. Just plain absurd.

But admit it, being around this Meantime Boy has given you an inkling of what it would feel like to be with The One. What you feel when you’re with him - how secure, how profound or how silly you both can be - these are the stuff you need in lifelong commitments! Think about it. He’s probably seen you sweat it out on the track (thus disproving the myth that girls don’t sweat), just as much as you’ve seen him develop one too many love handles. Not even for charity will you ever HAVE TO take it easy on him in the court. He’s had one too many fashion faux pas for his own good, mispronounced so many words you’ve lost count and he probably farts in front of you. On the other hand, he’s seen you have bed head, trip on your feet, and cry like a baby when John Kofi gets the chair. Almost perfect, isn’t it? Just add mad, incredible passion (the one missing ingredient) to this comfortable stew and you’ve got somethiing so rare it will leave you breathless.

So the truth is Meantime Girl, there is a reason for this meantime-ness… and you better have the good sense to know it’s not to wait for him to snap out of his immaturity (or for you to make the first move-neva!). He’s your Meantime Boy because you need to learn from him what truly ennabling relationships are - and not to confuse that with those that are disguisingly constricting. He’s around because you need to recognize the primacy of friendship (that’s why FRIEND is the bigger word in GIRLFRIEND). He’s there because you need to believe that you can be seen as a thinking human being - and not the commodity so closely associated with your gender.

The Meantime Boy grants you the liberty to love - because while he is an accomodating recipient of your affections, he silently gives way when someone else steps into your life. He gives you THAT look, the don’t-you-dare-fall-in-love-with-me Care Bear Stare whenever your get your ends all mixed up. Don’t despair and take heed: his very indifference is his gift to you.

By being oblivious to your adoration, he sets you free to be someone else’s forever. And when this man, this god, finally arrives to sweep you off your feet, he’ll marvel at the perfect jewel you are: how you never begrudge Sunday Night Football, how you confidently possess your own mind and project the very essence of graciousness. And why wouldn’t you be? You’ve had years of practice.

2009-09-16T23:48:00.005+09:00

there's always one that gets away :(

but then again.. im not so sure if he already got away. hmmm.

2009-09-14T02:45:00.002+09:00

second week of bar ops.

its a happy second week. :)) haha. happier than last week. its really nice talking and spending time with people. HAHA. haaay, pero nasad ako sa mga kwinento niya :( well, i just have to deal with it. still, its a happy saturday night and sunday morning! :))

BUT.. patay nanaman ako sa property! d ako nakapagaral. il use my free cut nlng! mahirap na magkalat sa recit.. argh! i hate easements. wtf wtf wtf!!!

2009-09-11T14:42:00.006+09:00

Silent Sanctuary's Hiling makes me cry! :( parang saktong sakto pa ung mtv niya. :( argh! naaalala ko tuloy lahat lahat.. parang ung nangyari sakin for like 5 years sa buhay ko, nasa isang 5 min music video.. asteeeg! favorite scene ko jan ung umiiyak sila. thats exactly what i look like when crying. aaahhh i can still feel the pain. HAHAHA. hmm, watch the mtv nlng kasi. super nakakaiyak! :'(

Minsan di ko maiwasang isipan ka
Lalo na sa t'wing nag iisa
Ano na kaya balita sayo
Naiisip mo rin kaya ako

Simula nang ikaw ay mawala
Wala nang dahilan para lumuha
Damdamin pilit ko nang tinatago
Hinahanap ka parin ng aking puso
Parang kulang nga kapag ika'y wala

At ihiling sa mga bituin
Na minsan pa sana ako'y iyong mahalin
Ihiling kahit dumilim
Ang aking daan na tatahakin
Patungo...

Ala ala mong tinangay na ng hangin
Sa langit ko na lamang ba yayakapin
Nasan kana kaya, aasa ba sa wala

Ipipikit ko ang aking mata dahil
Nais ka lamang mahagkan
Nais ko lamang masilalayan
Kahit alam kong tapos na
Kahit alam kong wala ka na...

2009-09-08T01:09:00.001+09:00

Have we settled for a suger free existence? We accept e-mails instead of love songs.... we accept jokes, instead of poetry...

In fact, some might even prefer the regular guy who makes jokes and makes us laugh, rather than the guy who puts lots of effort in writing us poetry and serenading out of our window...

When faced with an extremely romantic situation, we might even gag, and think that the person who is trying to romance us is phoney and playing up a whole act, that actually turns us away.

Have we become romance-intolerant?

**like oh my freaking god! i cant stand the fact that you text me 15 times a day. come on! im of legal age, dko na klangan ng yaya. and dont expect that from me either. i am not you and you are not me. puhlease!! arrrgh.

2009-09-06T19:16:00.002+09:00

happy first week sa bar ops! :))

time with my brods and sisses, with my long lost brod (haha), and with my schoolmates. fun moments, awkard moments, naaantok moments, working moments, and happy moments. cant wait for next week!!

*im so glad we're kinda close na. its official, ikaw na ang pinakaclose ko sa inyo as of now. HAHAHA. :))

2009-09-04T20:08:00.001+09:00

OMG! stop google-ing me nga.. its sooo freaking creepy! stalker!!! haha and this time its my whole name ah. before ira lipat lang ngayon irene lipat na. so i guess, this certain person knows me for real this time. its not just one of those stalkers sa friendster at facebook. HAHAHA. too bad for you guys, may tracker ako! :P

2009-09-04T00:30:00.002+09:00

sugarfree. romance intolerant. commitment phobic. whatever you wanna call it. haha genny and syndy, am i right. we're sooo in the same boat. kaya pala we're bestfriends eh! haha :))

anyway.. gosh! im back to my old ways. :)) grabe! kapag nakikita ko tlga si **** nahhyper ako. nung wednesday nakalimutan ko bigla si dean jara nung nakita ko sha. i was totally distracted. 78 lang tuloy ako sa recit. pero ok lang, bawing bawi naman ako sa recit ko today. haha. im super natutuwa sa kanya. gsto ko na ulet pumasok everyday. tas ung reason kung bakit ko gsto pumasok, is para kulitin lang sha that day. haha. angago. parang college lang! haha.

2009-08-27T00:09:00.004+09:00

"naniniwala ako na kung gaano kaganda ang kasal mo ganun din kaganda ang pagsasama niyo. kaya naman dapat kasal pa lang perfect na. kaya kapag ako ang kinasal sisiguraduhin kong mahal na mahal ko ang lalakeng pakakasalan ko. ung titignan pa lang ako kumpleto na araw ko. ung nginingitian pa lang ako kinikilig na ako. sha ang one great love ko." - candice, the wedding

OMG!!! i super love ung tv show na "the wedding".. love love love anne curtis! ang arte kasi nya eh. mejo nakakarelate ako. plus ung barkada ni anne dun parang barkada ko din! basta, i super love that show haha and because of that show, i like the song.. when i fall in love by yeng! haha funny. kaso matatapos na sha.. last two weeks nlng :( sadness

and since napaguusapan ang wedding, may i just say.. BEFORE i always thought na il end up marrying my college boyfriend. na il wear a rocker ish wedding gown, na ill walk in a church filled with scattered red guitar picks (not flower petals) and na il walk down the aisle to the song, 214 played by rico blanco and dance to the song, ikaw lamang by silent sanctuary. BUT things are really diffrent now. and i can say sure as hell na i wont end up marrying my college boyfriend. HAHAHA. [wala lang. naalala ko lang naman. ang magreact. GRABE! haha]

When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart
It will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you
feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you

2009-08-20T02:43:00.001+09:00

three things you cant hide:

1. when you're drunk
2. when you're in love
3. when you're out of love

:))

2009-08-07T14:55:00.001+09:00

happy ish. :)

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IRA IS ON A BLOG LEAVE :)

2009-07-27T15:24:00.002+09:00

did you forgot that i was there or did you remember but you just didnt care?!?

2009-07-16T22:24:00.003+09:00

lately, i find it so hard to be with people who are not law students. super. parang we dont have the same wave length. and i think that we're not on the same boat na. kaya parang ang hirap makisama. so im grateful i have a lot of law student friends. and from now on, sila muna ang sasamahan ko. its like with them, its so much easier! =)

2009-07-09T13:30:00.002+09:00

dont you have your own face????? dont you have your own camera?

oh my freaking god!!! someone named "nhEk" that has an emailadd na nhEk_foni@yahoo.com used my picture as her primary photo and captioned it as "ako".. WHAT THE FUCK??? ..pinaghirapan ko ung picture na un, the perfect angle, the perfect lighting, the perfect editing..tas kukunin lang nya??? punyeta sha.. DUH!!! akong ako un noh.. from the bangs, the lips, the nose, the hands, the pink nail polish.. potah sha.. POSER!!! i hope "nhEk" feels pathetic because that is what she is!!!

2009-07-02T00:17:00.004+09:00

HAPPY. :)

im getting used to this ireggular student thingy and having the toughest prof at my every freaking subject. challenging. im studying so hard na its like ive already memorized the whole book as well as the cases. pero since distracted ako palagi, i end up cutting class and just hanging out with people. ang hirap nang madaming kaibigan!! hahaha :D

in fairness, ngayong 2nd year law school lang akong natutong pumarty! yeah. PARTY HARD. LIKE A ROCKSTAR. haha. i even like dancing in bars na lately! i like rnb na din ah!! weird huh? and on a school night, then straight studying. without sleeping! masaya pala.. haha wrong timing mehn! sana nung first year nalang!!! argh.. pero its still fun! :)

2009-06-26T16:55:00.004+09:00

The MEANTIME Girl

She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She’s not the one you call when you need a date to your company’s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She’s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find "The One". You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime.

She’s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don’t look at her as a "real" woman, either. She’s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She’s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She’s too understanding, too comfortable – she doesn’t make you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does. But she’s cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you’re lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she’ll do just fine. You don’t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don’t have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve. You’re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She’s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she’ll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don’t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she’ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn’t the beginning of a relationship or that there’s any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her. She’ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She’s just so cool . . . why can’t all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don’t because to you, the situation between the two of you isn’t important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it’s really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don’t think she’s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it’s mostly her fault, because she doesn’t have to give in to your needs – she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn’t pull it off. Maybe she’s too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You’ll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she’ll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

She doesn’t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She’s safe. She doesn’t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone’s head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you’ve ever known because she’s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you’ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

I just want to let every guy know who’s ever had the good fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot.

And someday we won’t be around.

2009-06-25T21:31:00.005+09:00

i love incubus. i worship their lyrics. and i think brandon boyd is freaking hottt.

(and besides, i think kean looks like brandon boyd.. the hair, the tattoo, the outfit, the moves.. ahhh! hotttness)

the first song i heard from them is Pardon Me, when i was in 1st year high school, and i just fell in love with the band. all of their albums are just simply perfect. make yourself, morning view, a crow left of the murder, fungus amongus, SCIENCE, enjoy, light grenades.

BLACK HEART INERTIA is straight up awsome. i officially dub it as my song. the lyrics are beautiful and well thought out. the keyword in the song is "inertia" which means "the resistance of a mass, i.e., any physical object, to a change in its state of motion." skeptical of love, the singer needs someone to come along and change his views. he wants change, but his heart is resistant to it. sounds like me! super.. love it!

2009-06-22T17:28:00.001+09:00

Father's day is every daddy's little girl's favorite holiday. :D

2009-06-22T00:16:00.002+09:00

acceptance.

finally.. accepted ko na, na matatangal na ako sa mendiola by the end of this year. duh! line up ko ba naman eh.. kahit ipasa ko pa lahat un, wala naman akong grade na aasahan for qpi! the 5 people i've met in law school hell are.. mendoza, bugayong, jara, perez, and villanueva! but thankfully wala na akong villanueva and perez. :D before, super malungkot ako.. and willing ko igapang ang 2nd year ko para lang makapag third year sa mendiola.. pero narealize ko, na wala na talaga! and ive already accepted my destiny.. its easier to accept things nlng than die, trying to fight for something i know is impossible to acheive! haha :P but still, magaaral pa din ako ng mabuti.. and if minalas.. edi pumunta sa ALABANG!!! actually feeling ko masaya dun.. ang dami ko na ngang friends na naghihintay sakin dun eh! hahaha :D and besides may consent na un ng parents ko.. kaya im super ok na! :) love it!

ohwell.. i'll just cross the bridge when i get there!!!

2009-06-18T23:31:00.001+09:00

"if all else fails, PLAY DEAD" :P

2009-06-14T04:13:00.002+09:00

We got married.

Its a reality tv show in Korea. Where two random celebrity, pairs up and pretends to get married and live a married life. I love this cause Kim Hyun Joong (Yoon Ji Hoo) is in it. And he was paired with Hwang Bo. It was aired last 2008 but they had to stop, because Hyun Joong accepted the role of Ji Hoo.

Kim Hyun Joong is really like the Ji Hoo character but less emotional. He's blunt, stoic, not emotional, childish, strange guy. He's a guy version of me, and that's why i like him. Hahaha. What more can i say??

I love this show. Its the only thing that makes me happy. I love it more than boys over flowers. :) But i wouldnt have discovered him if not for bof. So i still like bof. Haha. :P

2009-06-10T13:48:00.003+09:00

Finally, im enrolled. :)

So il be taking my consti 1 at 1g and my 2nd yr subjects at 2f. Wala akong nego, pub corp, and election laws.. Im sooo freaking scared sa consti.. Its either i sink or swim!!!huhuhu :(

2009-06-08T16:44:00.005+09:00

kim hyun joong.. you make me wanna go to korea and marry you! you're freaking hot!!! i wanna touch your orange hair.. :P

i love him as yoon ji hoo in boys over flowers.. that musically inclined, cold hearted, strange guy, always in the right time..

i love him as kim hyun joong in real life.. leader of the group ss501.. nice vocals, great dancer, pretty face, hot body, and gorgeous hair!

love love love him.. although sometimes i dont understand a word he says! hahaha

dont you just love his new hair cut??? :)

2009-06-04T22:44:00.002+09:00

bro, sana maganda ung line-up ng profs ko. thanks bro!

2009-06-03T01:04:00.003+09:00

Howl - Love U - OST Boys over flowers

Listen to this.. Waaaaah! Love at its best.. *kilig*

2009-05-29T21:28:00.003+09:00

BOYS OVER FLOWERS.

yeah. i know, its weird that i like this childish korean-novela show. grrr. but the story is great. i really like the japanese mangga "hanayori dango".

Si Yoon Ji Hoo ang favorite character ko sa show. Cause he's quiet and mysterious, he's musically inclined, and he does everything in a heartbeat for Jan Di. Awww. :)

But still si So Yi Jeong and pinakacute. Haha. :P

ang cute nung mga bata!!! lalo na si young jun pyo!

*Ewwww. gotta stop this boys over flower fever! haha :P*

2009-05-26T01:12:00.002+09:00

about being a poser.. or being judged as one...

why would you guys be mad at others who like the same stuff as well???

do you feel that because they have identified theirselves with 'YOUR' culture/stereotype/likes/ 'non conformism' yet loved the mainstream they are making you less non conformist? DUHHHHH.

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Once again I doubt never believe their lies never until I see it with my eyes
They said the moon was smiling but why not tonight
If stars are really falling why can’t I catch one?
And make this wish every night before I mask this feeling for I believe I gave away myself once.

And I dance to the lame sound of his philosophy
Knowing it’s like a poison that can slowly kill me
Jack and Jill were woven so fine a tool plucked her from his side
The winged words delivered a deadly siren
Now you can step on the heavens shore only in the heavens shore

Troubling sheep’s in a cage ashamed he will shoot in a rage
The widow’s cat barks for she starves unconsciously fed on his tongue
Under a green sanctuary you sit so sly thinking of a supply
In your gates they all reside but don’t grief it’s already done you made a choice he made his.

2009-05-23T01:10:00.002+09:00

the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less.

...i must be freaking powerful then!! harharhar.

but power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less..

2009-05-21T23:17:00.001+09:00

You need to be cold to be queen. Anne Boleyn thought only with her heart and she got her head chopped off. So her daughter Elizabeth made a vow never to marry a man. She married a country. Forget boys. Keep your eye on the prize.

2009-05-19T01:30:00.003+09:00

unang da who..
subject: pretty arte gel

boy: da who ang pretty arte gel na ito na on screen ay maldita pero in da name of love ay nagpapaka bonamic.
girl: NAGPAPAKABONA: making like bona, a character by ate guy Nora Aunor in movie who is superservice like slave for the love of her boylet
boy: ang kwento. mukang nagkabalikan ata itong si pretty arte gel at ang jowa nitong rakista dahil may naka-sight na nagkikiss sila!
girl: lips to lips?
boy: tonsil to tonsil.
girl: ahhh! nagkabalikan na nga!
boy: maski na may taglay na inarte sa sarili itong si pretty gel, sa recent na gig ni jowang rakista nagpakabona as in silbing alipin na akala mo dakilang PA ito.
pretty arte gel: labs wat do you need?
rakistang jowa: its kati my likod, you kamot!
pretty arte gel: ok
boy: todo sa serbisyo daw si pretty arte gel as in taga punas ng pawis tagagetching ng lafang tagabitbit ng damit ni jowang rakista.
pretty arte gel: what i did for love.
boy: hmph! sayang, hindi maglalast!
pretty arte gel: inggit lang kayo.
boy: whatever!!! da who si pretty arte gel, may kunek ang name nya sa inuming mura ang halaga kaya super shogo natin sha sa name na MARICEL ANYOS.

2009-05-17T03:35:00.005+09:00

"and if all my dreams come true i'll be spending time with you....
oh, I love you more today than yesterday!!! but not as much as tomorrow.."

Thank God!

i cudnt be more thankful na irregular student ako. makakapili ako ng profs, ay este sched pala (wink wink! HAHAHA). and balik sa dating buhay. INOOOOOOOOM. STARBUUUCKS. TAAAAAAMBAY. mas madaming time ngayon. haaay. salamat. kinda. haha.

A-LIST nako sa inuman ngayon. yipee! kasama nako sa beda drinking team. yan ang buhay namin after magcollate ng mem aid at magbenta ng photocopies sa mga nagrereview for bar, this summer. haha. weird! parang naglaw para uminom tumambay at magkipagkaibigan. :P

2009-05-12T01:04:00.003+09:00

"i think i shouldnt blame anyone. kasi right now, im far away from everything and everyone. all i know is that i have to breathe. have a new perspective. im glad na i had him for two years sa buhay ko. sha ngturo skin ng LOVE.. and kung ano tlga ung happiness. sobrang baet nyan. nkakatawa pa. di ko lng nging bf yun naging bestfriend, asawa, tatay, nanay, kalaro, kaaway, ka-chikahan, kabanda, kapatid, ka parlor."

*cry cry cry*

2009-04-28T23:33:00.002+09:00

i always thought that bandistas are cool.. but after actually dating one, i realized that they're more of an ass than the normal guys i usually date.. awww, hate it! all i fantasized about all these years, goes down the drain.. just like that!

i think, its the first time i actually dated a bandista.. the one who has an album out on markets costing 285 pesos, the one who has a gig every night at sazi's, saguijo, club dredd, xymaca, etc.. pero i wont name the person and the band here.. haha il tell you guys in person nlng! =D

2009-04-25T03:28:00.009+09:00

photoblogging :)

a picture when you're anything but happy

a picture of you taking a shot/ chugging a bear downing some sort of mixed drink

a picture of you with your former crush

a picture of you with the team or club that you're in

a picture of you in your room

a picture with your newest friends

a picture of you very drunk

a picture of you on your birthday, or favorite holiday

the youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form

a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits

a picture of you making a goofy face at the camera

a picture you might have edited to make yourself look better

a picture with your oldest friends

a picture of being truly yourself

your most recent picture

a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous

a picture of you showing off your new haircut

a picture of a time in your life thats over, but you wish it wasn't

a picture of a time in your life that is over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is

a picture of you when you are genuinely happy

a picture of you that you had no idea was being taken

a picture of you when you are a different person you are now

a picture of you with someone you love

a picture of you of how you'd like the world to see you

a picture that describes of how you'd like to spend everyday

a picture of a time when everything was changing

a picture that makes your heart hurt

a picture that makes your heart smile

a picture of one of your best nights of your life

2009-04-23T20:51:00.003+09:00

when i saw you holding her hand... it's not like i wanted to be the one holding your hand. i just didn't want her holding it!

im done with watching gossip girl until season 2 episode 21, and since episode 22 will be aired on april 27, im watching dawson's creek for the mean time. im starting from season 1 episode 1. haha. i didnt get to watch it before eh, maybe i was too little for that before. i hope its as good as i expected it to be! :)

2009-04-20T02:16:00.010+09:00

sometimes, i wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite songs because the lyrics sing words i'm too scared to say.

2009-04-16T14:55:00.000+09:00

2009-04-14T19:16:00.003+09:00

FACEBOOK GIVES ME SO MUCH JOY.

panalo tong quote na toh..

"TAYO AY MGA ISDA. BALANG ARAW MAY MANGINGISDA RIN SA ATIN." - facebook quiz, anong klaseng bitterness ang puso mo?

2009-04-14T16:31:00.002+09:00

oh my freaking god!!! someone's been google-ing me.. AGAIN.. for the nth time.. pero i gotta give credit to this one ah! talagang lahat ng blinog ko binasa niya.. is she/he a fan, stalker, or what??? ..sorry hunee, i have a tracker! ur BUSTED..

2009-04-08T19:11:00.001+09:00

2009-04-08T17:43:00.002+09:00

i have a good feeling about this summah :)

2009-04-06T15:49:00.003+09:00

I finally know why we didnt work out...

'cause he's sooo MUSICALLY CHALLENGED! harhar

like ewwwww. he and his friends are like posers! haha. feeling musically inclined. nakakainis ng malupet. they're like bragging that they like death cab for cutie or jimmy eat world or other bands, pero in fact, i think they dont even know what that band really is or what songs they sing. oh yes! i know enough about him/them to judge them as such! rawr. nakakapanginit ng ulo.

ako pa. ako pa ang lolokohin nyo! ahaha. those fools! grrr.

well anyway.. i love ROCK LEGENDS sa facebook! :)) huhuhu i need more groupies!!!!

2009-04-04T01:42:00.002+09:00

I think I'm in love with.....

LOURD DE VEYRA! :)))

I wasn’t really a fan of him before, I'm more of a Raymund Marasigan fan. 'Cause radio active sago project is not my type of music, I'm more of a sandwich, pedicab, cambio listening chick. And also, I always thought that Lourd de Veyra has the same wave length as Nerrissa del Carmen Guevarra (my professor in Literature 101), making his ideas out of my league. But upon reading and hearing his ideas through his music, lectures and poetry.. I was blown away.

He's awsome!

When I grow up.. I'll probably marry someone like Lourd de Veyra or someone like Raymund Marasigan! :)

2009-03-30T18:22:00.003+09:00

IM A FEMINIST AGAIN..

so im back to loving a girl's worth. thanks to duster. they made me go back to my principles, that i think i lost like 4 years ago. and once again, im a feminist! :)

My favorite song in the album is automatrimonia because it highlights the woman’s decision to give importance to herself.

Dressed in lace, soft and white
All made up splendid and bright
Yellow flowers, golden ring
Center of joy is just one thing
Imaginary limo the ride of her life
In her mind the bells ring bright
Scent of love in for bloom
Empty room, absent groom
Girl in mirror floating in dust
Slowly dissolving in the mist of lust
Shattered pictures on the broken shelf
Says “I do!” to no one but herself
Outside the skies are gray and bleak
Crimson tears went down her cheek

I’m getting married to myself

(by Raymund Marasigan and Lourd de Veyra)

The irony of this song is that it was written by men. Now the question is, can men also be feminists themselves? I studied in the school of the holy spirit, an exclusive girl school, with feminism almost being imposed upon us. Last june 2008 i joined a sorority and once again the issue of being a feminist was raised. So for most part of my life I was trying to contemplate on feminism a lot. And i think that it is really difficult to know the inner-feelings of a woman if you’re not one but it seems that Raymund and Lourd were able to give justice to woman’s deep-inner thoughts.

2009-03-29T20:26:00.003+09:00

DUSTER..

an all girl band who kick ass! :) katwo librando, kris dancel, myrene academia, and ristalle!

i super love 'em! background song ko sila.. their first single dek-a-doodle-dandy! grabe after like, two years since nung pinanood ko sila sa mayric's ngayon lang sila sumikat. but i guess di sila sisikat, di kasi pang masa ung feel nila eh! well, anyway.. still! i love em! :)

2009-03-27T15:19:00.002+09:00

even with glasses.. i still look good. harhar. there's no excuse in looking like crap!

so this is what i look after finals. i have to wear glasses 'cause my eyes are soooo freaking tired from reading law books and cases as well as from wearing eyeshadow, eyeliner, contact lens and my oh so eyelashes. haha.

so im back to basics this summer. im sporting the simple look nah! :) and i think it fits me well. hmm.. its diffrnt though!

2009-03-24T19:56:00.004+09:00

OCTOBER 23 CHAPTER VII.

do they really refer to me as a .. "CHICK"??? dude, are you serious? like duh! im so not a chick 'cause im like your freaking sistah. rarrr! ur my steady boylet and im ur steady chick, yeah. we all know that. but PUHLEASE, lets just keep it as an open secret. shhhh! everybody knows it, but nobody talks about it. ayt?!? harharhar.

we both know where we stand. duh! malaki na tayo eh. we're both grown ups na! so steady lang. haha. BUT still.. it hurts me thinking that those nights we were drinking.. they never really got us anywhere.. hmm, 6 freaking months.. and counting!

2009-03-12T01:26:00.003+09:00

gotta love starbucks techno hub.

love love love it there. friends ko na ung mga crew dun. as in. duh! andun ka ba naman for like 12 hours, di ka ba nila kakausapin? di ba. and ive been hanging out there since sunday, coz im studying for finals. buti nlng, philcoa un. so madami akong friends na nakikita, kaya masaya. and sinusundo ako ng parents ko! =) and i think some people studying there are bedans as well, kasi parang familiar sila, tas we tend to always look at each other. nice! haha. there's really something about my school that makes me wanna flaunt it! i take so much pride being a bedan law student. hahaha. kaya i tend to over use my beda jacket, especially at coffee shops! hehehe :P

well, i kinda feel like sick ish na.. huhuhu! gotta super study! cant afford to fail anything nah.. *crossed fingers*

2009-03-10T02:56:00.003+09:00

OCTOBER 23 CHAPTER VI.
"SPIES. LIES. ALIBIS."

Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie Your Shoestrings Take Off Your Cufflinks
What You Want To Eat Boo?
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn The Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub?
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling
Another Woman Is Willing
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit
I Promise You I'll Keep Myself Up
Remain The Same Chick You Fell In Love With
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

2009-03-06T04:11:00.004+09:00

law. just for the heck of it.

hmm.. i think im starting to actually love law. thanks to the readings commissioner sarmiento assigned us to read for legal philosophy! haha so the oh so stressing subject did something good for me huh?!

"if you don't take a passionate interest in the law, if you don't find it intellectually fascinating, challenging and inspiring, THE SOONER YOU GET OUT OF IT THE BETTER."

found that quotable quote in one of our readings. its so damn true. so clearly there's no way out. i just gotta love law, and hopefully law will love me back as well! hehe.

2009-03-05T00:58:00.004+09:00

i either get what i want or i change my mind. :P

..too bad im fickle!

2009-03-03T00:59:00.003+09:00

Crime is simply an adaptation to a capitalist society.

found that statement at ienne's blog. *clap clap, hands down*. astig! whatta strong statement, needs no further explanation. bow.

what we need is a genuine reform through a massive overhaul of the entire institution to get rid of the complexing problems in our society.

haha. okay. so much for being socially conscious.

2009-03-01T14:27:00.006+09:00

i figured that a lot of people love you, so who am i not to love you too. RIGHT??? =)

but, why now? just now??? when ur leaving school na! huhu yeah maybe its just now that i learned how to read the signs. just now that i realized who wants me and who doesnt. too late i realized that...

^i love the way he goes out of his way just to see me at school.
^i love the way he drives me and my friends when there's a task we have to do.
^i love the way he defends me from the mean girls.
^i love the way he protects me from the rude boys.
^i love the way he sits patiently and wait for me to finish studying.
^i love the way he tries to fix my failing grades. (hehe)
^i love the way pouts his lips, his porcupine hair and his doggy sad eyes when he makes pacute or paawa effect just to get what he wants from me.

i kinda almost love the fact that he's gonna be a lawyer na. hmm.. or do i?

2009-02-25T16:12:00.006+09:00

he's just NOT that into you.

All my friends used to tell me about how things might work out with these dipsticks because they knew someone, who knew someone, who dated a dipstick just like mine. That girl ended up getting married and living happily ever after. That's the exception and we're not the exception we're the rule.

We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you.

I had this guy leave me a voicemail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It's exhausting.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you.
Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

*hands dwon* super ganda ng movie. buong barkada ko can relate. oh yes! we super can relate. tamang tama eh! haha :P

2009-02-23T00:14:00.002+09:00

morning after.

so my bitchy friend really did seduced my man to be. unfortunately, di niya naseduce. he just fooled around with her for a little while. still, its really me that he wants! pero the thing is, ayoko na talaga. its not the guy's fault ah. ung babae talaga ung may problema, cant do anything about that.

the nerve ah! grabe. hands down. so cge, bahala na sila sa buhay nila. labas nko jan. its getting too old na eh. the backstabbing traitor bitch and the promiscous jerk could just leave me be. and they should hook up all the chance they get! haha

one word: PATHETIC! haha :P

2009-02-18T23:25:00.003+09:00

"kahit hindi man naging kami sa huli, siya pa rin ang first love ko"

....sa san beda law school! haha :D

inspired by the McDo commercial =)

2009-02-15T22:25:00.003+09:00

the sweetest thing.

im sooo not a typical girl. harana and flowers wont make my heart beat faster. weird huh?!? pero ive been thinking... ano ba talaga ang magpapasaya sakin? and nakaisip nko ng sweetest thing a person could do/ say/ give to me... and im willing to say it in my blog! haha hopefully nde nagbabasa ng blog ko si *ahem*.. kasi if ever he reads this blog, super give away na to ah!!!

all he have to do is give me a freaking rock. oh yes! a rock. a rock na nakalagay sa lalagyanan ng ring. then pagbigay nya nun sakin all he have to say while opening the lalagyanan ng rock is... you "ROCK" my world... awwwwwwww! the sweetest! shet! kung may gagawa nun, nako papakasalan ko na! promise. seriously. hahaha :P

2009-02-15T02:26:00.004+09:00

so how's my valentine's day?

its lovely! =) ..so-so!

uso pa ba ang harana?

hmm.. may meaning kaya ung song? cupid??

give it a try daw?!? ..hell no! wag na! haha :P

Girl if I told you I love you
That doesn't mean that I don't care, oooh
And when I tell you I need you
Don't you think that I'll never be there, ooooh
Baby I'm so tired of the way you turn my words into Deception
and lies
Don't misunderstand me when I try to speak my mind
I'm only saying what's in my heart
Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love won't lie
but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try
Girl when I ask you to trust me
That doesn't mean that I'm gonna cheat on you
Cuz I'm gonna never do anything to hurt you
Or mislead you, I love you

2009-02-08T23:30:00.002+09:00

OCTOBER 23 CHAPTER V.

im currently loving electronica pop punk right now, the techno ish type. taken by cars, drip, and le tigre are on the top of my playlist. december 2 chapter VII is my favorite song AS OF NOW. hands down. can realate. *clap clap*. and my version of that is OCTOBER 23 CHAPTER V. hahaha. :P i feel like, I've interpreted this song very well.. hmmm!

A sinking call
An out of sight hello
From a thousand wailing walls
It's like you
It's like you never left at all

I throw your word around like child's play
Listen to what I say
I throw your words around like child's play
New blues for a new day

And when I'm gone
I want you to wonder
And when I stop
I want you to play
And let the best of you just see right through me
Cause I can't see

But I wasn't where you were.
No I'm never where you are!
I'm in my looking glass view,
Always almost too close to you.
I'm always almost too close to you!

2009-02-06T13:55:00.002+09:00

im on the verge of liking someone due to his musical influence. he's in our class! harharhar.. yeah!

madali lang naman kasi ako maimpress noh! a person just have to say the right bands. and he'll immediately catch my attention. SERIUOSLY! hahaha. :P

natatawa ako ng malupet! hahaha

2009-02-04T14:14:00.002+09:00

im starting to love felix. haha :P coz he puts the finest breeding in a group of rude assholes. he puts the smartest brain in a group of retarded jerks. he puts the sweetest thought in a group of disgustingly evil minded boys. haaay.. thank god for people like that! :)

2009-02-03T23:14:00.002+09:00

all it took was 3 days. three freaking days! yeah, i knew it. something's gonna happen while im gone. haaay. ok lang. i think they both deserve each other. the backstabbing bitch and the flirty asshole. loser :P im too good for them. yeah the friendship's over my dear sister. while for the guy, your points have officially returned to zero. =) all thanks to my spies! love you guys.

3 months since the incident, and still its getting nowhere. but when you want to be somewhere else, nowhere is better than staying at the same place huh?!? maybe that's why im stucked on him.

2009-01-28T23:28:00.001+09:00

I only date musicians. But for you, I made an exception.

2009-01-27T13:29:00.002+09:00

I am 188 % obsessed with music.

(btw, ang weird ng gumawa nito! mali mali ung categories. rarrr. ahaha)

Check the bands you like or heard of.Don't lie.

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[x] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[ x] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x] 30 Seconds to Mars
[x] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 10

COUNTRY:

[ ] Rascal Flatts
[X] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[x] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash
TOTAL SO FAR = 16

EMO:
[x] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[x] From First to Last
[X] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[X] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[x] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 22

INDIE:

[X] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[X] Death Cab for Cutie
[X] Dashboard Confessional
[X] The Killers
[X] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[X] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[X] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 29

METAL:

[X] Slipknot
[X] System of a Down
[X] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[X] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 34

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[X] Jesse McCartney
[X] Avril Lavigne
[X] Pink
[X] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 43

POWERPOP/PUNK:

[X] Hellogoodbye
[X] Cute is What We Aim For
[ ] Cartel
[X] The Click Five
[X] Fall Out Boy
[X] Rage Against the Machines
[X] Good Charlotte
[X] Bowling for Soup
[x] Relient K
[X] Anti - Flag
[X] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR = 53

RAP:

[X] Ying Yang Twins
[x] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[X] 2pac
[x] Jamie Foxx
[X] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[X] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[X] Notorious B.I.G
[x] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR = 64

SKA:
[X] reel big fish
[ ] The Specials
[x] Mad Caddies
[X] Rancid
[x] The Aquabats
[X] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[x] Operation Ivy
[X] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR = 72

ROCK:

[x] Taking Back Sunday
[X] All American Rejects
[X] Motion City Soundtrack
[X] Avenged Sevenfold
[X] Angels and Airwaves
[X] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[X] Drowning Pool
[X] Green Day
[X] Blink 182
[x] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 83

CLASSIC ROCK:

[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Cure
[X] The Who
[X] Pink Floyd
[X] Jimi Hendrix
[X] Queen
[X] Van Halen
[x] Poison
[x] AC/DC

TOTAL SO FAR = 94

Multiply your answer by 2then repost with: I am --- % obsessedwith music.

2009-01-25T14:46:00.003+09:00

hating me wont make you pretty.

Seriously! it wont. I cant beleive we're frenemies. We're not just super close, we're like SISTERS. Then, you go and do something like that. How could you? You gross me out!

Hmm, i know im super maarte that can really make you hate me. So, sue me dear! But im really inoffensive right? I barely even talk when we guys go out. Yeah! you're the life of the party. But sadly, the one rather the two people you want to like you, doesn't. And instead, they like me! haha In your face! So you see honey, hating me wont make you pretty or wont make the two of them like you. Awww.

Stop competing with me. Puhlease. Coz there's really no competition. Im always winning, and you losing. harhar.

2009-01-23T11:15:00.005+09:00

Consistency is the name of the game.

consistent or should i say persistent? hmm.. i want it to be so consistent that it becomes a habit! yah.. that's what i want! is that too much to ask for? ..guess not! haha =) love it... for now!

hmm... but its almost kinda like ish.. ah! honey, im intoxicated by the big L. haha :P

2009-01-18T10:43:00.002+09:00

so yesterday after exmas we went to starbucks tomas morato with the usual people. grabe! tomas morato never gets old. its a happy place.

well anyway.. yesterday we were with carlo! we talked about school stuffs.. and to my surprise he was telling stories how some people were retained even they have super low qpi.. grabe talaga! one person has a qpi of 69 sa first sem, then sa second sem he got 89 as his qpi.. kaya he was retained! grabe... hands down!!! pano nila nagawa un? hmmmm... blessed are those who knows someone who knows someone??? ganun ba un? or not?

carlo and cams were under sarmiento din pala sa legal philosophy nila.. so its his 2nd time to teach legal philosophy pala with us! kaya pala.. well anyway, dna ako mashadong takot sa kanya kasi wala naman daw shang binagsak last year! ..eto pa.. carlo's grade was as bad as mine, but he passed! weee.. so i should stop worrying na! kung si carlo nga pumasa sa legphilo under sarmiento and consti2 with gabriel.. ako pa kaya??? duh! hahaha kidding! :P

^i have all the time to study for midterms! yey! thanks to atty. amurao! :)

2009-01-15T15:01:00.001+09:00

*singing while dancing the britney way*

Oops! ...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game.

Oh baby, baby...

Oops! ...You think I'm in love.
That I'm sent from above.
I'M NOT THAT INNOCENT!

2009-01-13T11:22:00.002+09:00

I think I'm in love with the idea that I'm currently dating "Manila's Most Eligible Bachelor"... I love the idea.. just the idea, not him ah! hehe.. or at least i think it's not him?? hmm...

Well, if this isn't love, it's a lot like it! :P

2009-01-12T13:50:00.001+09:00

Love is a gentle death.

i sulk and stay in the labyrinth of despair.

i have always wanted to be free, to fly away and never return, to soar up high, til the height may never be seen.

but then...

somewhere beyond that, i longed to be owned, to be held, and to have never been let go!

"know when to let go and when to walk away... if it's dead, don't go digging it up every five minutes to check if there's a pulse. IT'S DEAD..WALK AWAY..."

2009-01-11T03:49:00.004+09:00

"its not my fault i fell for you.. you tripped me!" :P

ANYWAY...

i got an oh so high midterm recitation grade in Constitutional Law 2, which is 85!!! yeah. to think i didn't even gave a decent answer to atty gabriel's questions. or did i??? hehe. im really satisfied and grateful with my grade though i think im so not deserving of such. but wtf?!? un ung binigay niya eh, so im super happy to accept it! haha. im an oh so lucky person. grabe! here we go again ah. baka naman paglabas ng final grades, bagsak nanaman ako nyan ah! hehe :D hope not!

so technically, wala na akong prinoproblemang subject. everything is under control! :) i think im not gonna be at san beda alabang next year! yey. gotta be at mendiola, whatever it takes!

BTW, i super duper love Canon in D Major, rock version. ahhhh! it gives me goosebumps!

2009-01-07T16:28:00.003+09:00

Me and my Eyelashes.

2009-01-05T00:24:00.002+09:00

how can a prize catch bachelor fall for me???

good looking, filthy rich, past the age of majority, single, independent, not living with his parents, learned man. yeah. that's how i describe him. so obviously, we're two different people. aahhh. but why me? an immature girl. who's really shallow and childish most of the time. haha. well, im just glad he picked me! i feel like i won the lottery or something. :) hahahahaha. but he has one flaw. i really think that he's emotionally detached. yeah. for one, i think we have that as a common thing. hehe. :D

still, i want the garage band king that ive been dreaming about since forever. cant change that! :P

2009-01-03T15:59:00.003+09:00

Cyberspace.

haaay. once again, im hooked sa cyberspace. bakit ba kasi lahat ng tao cyber social? cant i have freinds that are cyber anti-social???

yah right! ako nga mismo socially cyber eh! BUT wait, even thou socially cyber ako, i dont have online buddies or cyber friends ah. coz i dont talk to strangers online. just wanna clear that out! hehe. I have tons of accounts on cyberspace. Case in point.. Friendster, Multiply, Blog, Imeem, Livejournal, Ym. I'm dying to have an account sa facebook BUT i simply can't. Coz facebook is already jaded for me. sadness. Kaya as of today, multiply and blog are my most active website. :)

so kahit pala di sikat ang isang person, possible pa din pala na nakawin ang photos niya. waaah. people are just so damn weird huh?!? kaya prinivate ko na ang photos ko sa multiply. to those who are doing this, i hope you feel pathetic because that's what you are. why do you have to do this? don't you have your own camera? don't you have your own face? rawrrr.

yah i know! its my fault. kasi i opted my photos or this blog to be open for public. but wtf?!? i have the right to have a multiply account and a blog too you know. i think i know who the hell is doing this. indeed, she/they are pathetic.

Oh god! please help me to become cyber anti-social. :P

2009-01-01T23:28:00.004+09:00

"dont expect anything from me, coz im not expecting anything from you hunee." :)

Throughout the year, I've been seriously hooking up with complicated men, or should I say assholes?! Oppps. haha. But im steady. I learned how to be a good chick, sideline, or "mistress" perhaps? haha. I dont demand, I just sit wait wish and hope that one day everything will be better. Still, it is not. So now my new year's resolution is....

NOT TO EXPECT. yeah! back to being apathetic and not having faith in people. I just wanna try it out for one year and see what happens. Wanna enjoy life with no strings attached. Life minus complications. Yeah! :P

Stalking.. Its actually something good. I learn new perspective once in a while from different people.. Thanks! :) Start the new year right! Its better to know something than not know anything at all.

^Listening is an effort, hearing has no merit. - *blah*
^Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed. - *blaaah*
^All these nights we were drinking, they never got us anywhere. - *bla*
^Lost love is still love, it just takes into a different form." - *blaah*

Oh wtf?!? why does everybody make new year's day a big deal??? grrrr!

2008-12-30T17:33:00.002+09:00

OMFG!!! is that song made for me?!? *wink wink*

Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying
To figure out a girl
But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world

2008-12-28T18:18:00.007+09:00

RETURN TO CENTER.

me, myself and irene lipat. oh yes. that's how it should be. i've noticed that lately my so called life is invaded by unwanted invaders. haha. since 2009 is comming, i wanna return to center. which is me of course. its time to get rid of the excess baggage. start a new life, rather go back to my old ways. yeah! that's how it should be. im so loving the new year ahead of me! i got a feeling that 2009 is sooo my year. hopefully!

"Beauty Shot" daw. haha. thanks to whoever took this shot.

me and sheine. trying so hard to fit in the "this area is closed" sign. haha. funny!

perfect. for the christmas season. haha. weird!

"Hangover lang kita!!! Kapag nawala ung amats ko, wala ka na din sakin..."

2008-12-27T01:20:00.005+09:00

I kissed a drunk "guy", yes I did.
Kissed a drunk guy on the lips.
I let my guard down,
how could I have been so dumb?
His eyes were open.
I know I am not the one!

I kissed a drunk guy.
Why do I do these things I do to myself?
I kissed a drunk guy.
I'm sure I could've been anybody
else!!! :(

I know you don't care about me.
I'm sure when all is said and done,
and I go home feeling lonely,
You will have had your fun.
do you even remember?

Ang smart talaga ng band na "Something Corporate".. haha This is sooo damn true. Hmm.. in our case.. I just dunno who's who in the song.. Its really hard to figure it out! coz we're both drunk and we both have hang ups! haha ..love it!

Hmm.. one thing's for sure.. HE LOVES ME DEFINITELY MAYBE!!! :)

2008-12-23T20:50:00.003+09:00

Am i just his mere jewelry?

Whenever may inuman, im always happy and bubbly. I never ran out of stories to tell or jokes to say or people to converse with. Then suddenly, when *blah* comes in the picture (coz he's always late) its like i disappear into the thin air. I become invisible. Yeah.

The usual set up.. when he arrives, the person who sits beside me voluntarily and willingly stands up and finds another seat.. *blah* seats beside me and holds me close to him.. then i suddenly ran out of stories to tell or jokes to say or people to converse with.. all i do is sit next to him, hold his hand, look at him, and whisper to him from time to time. Its like when were together in a inuman, i always become his mere accessory.

Am i his trophy chick or is he my trophy boylet? hmm..

Its really amazing na nabakuran na niya ako. Its like natatakan na niya ako sa forehead ng "PROPERTY OF BLAH". Coz every freaking person knows who the hell i belong to. Grrr di ba? Pero whats weird is, kung sha natatakan niya ako.. Bakit ako dko sha natatakan? Its so unfair. Haaay.

So clearly, im just his property. accessory. Jewelry perhaps. And to think were not even together (or at least i think were not together)!!!

2008-12-20T22:16:00.001+09:00

Relationship Vacation.

So after the “accident”, all I have for him is disgust. Yeah. Disgust. He’s freakishly disgusting. So every time I see him, all I can think about is – “ewwww”!! Its different when someone messes up with you right before your very eyes. Ahhh! He really did pissed me off and depressed the hell out of me.

But, I’ve been thinking.. I realized na ang hottt talaga niya. And he even makes Kean Cipriano less hot for me. Wtf?!? Natalo niya sa hotness si Kean? So I guess there’s really something about this guy. That’s why I’m willing to play his game na nga. And I gotta end this relationship vacation from him. Game on!

Well, if this isn’t love, it’s a lot like it.

2008-12-19T19:12:00.002+09:00

K-an II

K-ann II is my brand new tamagotchi given by tyrus at our class exchange gifts. yey! i've been craving for a tamagotchi since 2nd week of december, and now meron na ako. yey! fun. sana mabuhay ko si K-an II kahit wala na shang tatay. wahahahahaha. funny! single parent na ako. unlike kay K-an before. hahaha. funny talaga!

2008-12-19T18:40:00.004+09:00

lately, i've been entering into complicated relationships. hmmm, nakakasawa na. parang di na nga ako naaapektuhan sa mga things kasi its like becoming a habit na... "guy likes me. then guy makes a move. i fall for it. then we'll mess up with each other for quite some time. then i get tired of it. and suddenly, i will throw that certain guy away." ..grabe noh? this is what i get for not having a boyfriend and drinking out with my friends almost every night.

the good thing about these kind of relationships is that, nde na talaga ako nalalabuan. kasi there's nothing malabo about it. walang meron. wala. what's more to that? di ba? edi malinaw, wala talaga. so steady steady lang dapat.

2008-12-19T18:29:00.002+09:00

MR & MS LEX.

super todo ngarag kami. its hard to organize this event talaga. lalo na first year lang kami, tapos ung mga hinahandle namin, higher batches. pero we did a pretty good job! yipeee. love it!

haha. sana pala sumali nlng ako sa ms lex. madali lang naman pala eh. and to top it all off, walang talent portion!!! hahaha.. oh well, there's always next year!

i made a lot of new friends this intrams although wala naman talaga akong sinalihang sports! haha. and for a little while, nafeel ko maging part ng lsg kasi palagi kaming nasa lsg office for one week. haha. ang saya tlga! love my new found friends.

2008-12-16T22:50:00.002+09:00

love this life.

haaay. everytime na heart broken ako or at least i think heart broken ako, palaging may taong nagpapasaya sakin or nagpapalimot sa lungkot ko. kaya lahat ng heart break para sakin ay momentarily lang. ang saya noh?

haaay. im kinda sad as of now. kasi talagang nagkakalabuan na kami ni *blah*. then kahapon dahil sa mr and ms lex practice, nagkaron ng bago. hahahaha. si *blah*... waaaah! yumming yummuy sha. hahaha. the funny thing is, sha ung unang nagapproach or nag the moves sakin. haha. palagi naman eh. pero why me? sa dami namin dun.. oh well, thank god its me! haha

ang cool talaga. since law school, the guys ive been hooking up with are the conyo type guys. which is kinda new to me, kasi im sanay with the musically inclined or artistic type of guys. so apparently, i have to be comfee with the conyo-matured type of guys na! ..OMG! wait.. does this mean un na ung cirlce of friends ko kaya un na ung mga nahohook kong guys? tama ba? hmm.. ayoko! i still want the rocker-immature type guys...

oh well! STILL.. im happy!

2008-12-15T00:01:00.002+09:00

grrr.. may stalker ako! ..sino kaya un??? talagang ginoogle pa ako eh... grrr! wtf?!? niines ako... nappraning tuloy ako.. hate him or her... rrrrrr...

2008-12-13T23:22:00.004+09:00

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

hmm... if this isn't love, its a lot like it!!!

im so natutuwa sa movie na "a lot like love"... kasi at some point parang ganun ung relationship namin ni *blah*.. like we never clear things up.. and its all good!!

"don't.. you'll ruin it!" --- yan ang words na pang-goodbye namen ni *blah* after a wonderful day! haha.. its like when one of us wanna say something.. stinostop na agad nung isa.. damage control kumbaga! haha shempre, if you say something.. someone will expect.. MAHIRAP NA! masisira lang lahat.. so its better to say nothing at all... love it! haha

2008-12-10T17:20:00.004+09:00

Well, if it isn't love, it's a lot like it.