so we were once again stranded at the same ground (ust) last sat 090906. but we had fun. totally. it was super fun coz we have bonding moments at the time of baha. AYOS. we stayed at aldo's crib until we figured out on how to go home.

i love my oh so classmates: iya, mitch, tin, gerby, and aldo. ahahaha.

we are super certified thomasians na. 2 times in one week. beats the record. AYOS. i love ust. go uste.

even though it is raining damn hard outside, we managed to put on make ups for gelo's birthday party. BUT, we didnt go afterall. at least we are pretty. haha



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theres this guy, itago nalang natin sha sa pangalang (kristian manjares). lately were actually being textm8s na yata ah! nothingness.. haha



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so theres this gurl. i dunno who she is but she makes a lot of sense. damn it. i hate it when people are right. grrr. party pooper. dream crasher. bubble popper. heart breaker.

if u like someone, someone whos really famous maybe you can relate to her article. but still, i like kean, tatsi, and callalily. il just stop wishing something would happen. if something will happen, so be it. i dont wanna be just a fan, i wanna be a friend who likes their music. someone who doesnt go gaga over their looks and talents. uhhh.. this is hard. yah i know, but i gotta do this. coz its sooo pathetic. how could i reach the stars if im not a star myself?! right? so, i gotta be a star! have to be one. ahaha. but i would still support them and go to their gigs but il just not scream for their names and get oh so kilig and drool over them. il just watch them sing and compliment em. AYOS.

here it goes--"on bands and stars.."

well,needless to say everyone wants to be their friends.. know their full name,school schedule,get their pictures,cellphone numbers or maybe home addresses,ancestry(???) it is also evident that it is through their fans that they get the support to get them going in the tough music industry..aside from their own personal reasons as well that they would very much prefer to keep to themselves.. seeing them up close is something but touching them or maybe having them (or one of them) know your name is a whole different thing..it gives you more to fantasize about..most probably the possibility of actually achieveing one of your short term fantasies--being FRIENDS with them..not just bigtime fans.. the problem then is that you;ll have to be a fan first before you can even ever catch their interest..unless of course you are his/their type.. there really is this thing with hard-to-reach human beings..they get to say stuff and get away with it..the next day they forget that they promised someone that "he won't forget your name and the face that goes with it"..or "you should go online..i'll search you on the web.." who knows how many individuals(fans of course) go about their days with those same thoughts resounding in their head..oh the momentary pleasure.. that's just about it..about being a fan..its a one- way thing..you have to make your way to the front of every concert just for them to catch a glimpse of you .. still,they remain stars..unreachable and far away.. and what they said to you on that one chance you got close to them for free.. you might as well forget about it..you know they did.. no,i do not have anything against fans and their routines when it comes to really cool bands with amazing members.. i am merely saying something frustrating.. after all there are hundreds of other erika's who scream YOUR name,ayt?..that's not exactly me.. i like stars as a song..but it would have been nice to be friends with a person/people from a band and realize that he/they are actual humans too..right?.. i guess that's the way things go..



MTV AYOS!