30.12.08
OMFG!!! is that song made for me?!? *wink wink*Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying
To figure out a girl
But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world
you're nobody until you're talked about.
5:33 PM
28.12.08
RETURN TO CENTER.
me, myself and irene lipat. oh yes. that's how it should be. i've noticed that lately my so called life is invaded by unwanted invaders. haha. since 2009 is comming, i wanna return to center. which is me of course. its time to get rid of the excess baggage. start a new life, rather go back to my old ways. yeah! that's how it should be. im so loving the new year ahead of me! i got a feeling that 2009 is sooo my year. hopefully!
"Beauty Shot" daw. haha. thanks to whoever took this shot.
me and sheine. trying so hard to fit in the "this area is closed" sign. haha. funny!
perfect. for the christmas season. haha. weird!
"Hangover lang kita!!! Kapag nawala ung amats ko, wala ka na din sakin..."
you're nobody until you're talked about.
6:18 PM
27.12.08
I kissed a drunk "guy", yes I did.
Kissed a drunk guy on the lips.
I let my guard down,
how could I have been so dumb?
His eyes were open.
I know I am not the one!
I kissed a drunk guy.
Why do I do these things I do to myself?
I kissed a drunk guy.
I'm sure I could've been anybody
else!!! :(
I know you don't care about me.
I'm sure when all is said and done,
and I go home feeling lonely,
You will have had your fun.
do you even remember?
Ang smart talaga ng band na "Something Corporate".. haha This is sooo damn true. Hmm.. in our case.. I just dunno who's who in the song.. Its really hard to figure it out! coz we're both drunk and we both have hang ups! haha ..love it!
Hmm.. one thing's for sure.. HE LOVES ME DEFINITELY MAYBE!!! :)
you're nobody until you're talked about.
1:20 AM
23.12.08
Am i just his mere jewelry?
Whenever may inuman, im always happy and bubbly. I never ran out of stories to tell or jokes to say or people to converse with. Then suddenly, when *blah* comes in the picture (coz he's always late) its like i disappear into the thin air. I become invisible. Yeah.
The usual set up.. when he arrives, the person who sits beside me voluntarily and willingly stands up and finds another seat.. *blah* seats beside me and holds me close to him.. then i suddenly ran out of stories to tell or jokes to say or people to converse with.. all i do is sit next to him, hold his hand, look at him, and whisper to him from time to time. Its like when were together in a inuman, i always become his mere accessory.
Am i his trophy chick or is he my trophy boylet? hmm..
Its really amazing na nabakuran na niya ako. Its like natatakan na niya ako sa forehead ng "PROPERTY OF BLAH". Coz every freaking person knows who the hell i belong to. Grrr di ba? Pero whats weird is, kung sha natatakan niya ako.. Bakit ako dko sha natatakan? Its so unfair. Haaay.
So clearly, im just his property. accessory. Jewelry perhaps. And to think were not even together (or at least i think were not together)!!!
you're nobody until you're talked about.
8:50 PM
20.12.08
Relationship Vacation.So after the “accident”, all I have for him is disgust. Yeah. Disgust. He’s freakishly disgusting. So every time I see him, all I can think about is – “ewwww”!! Its different when someone messes up with you right before your very eyes. Ahhh! He really did pissed me off and depressed the hell out of me.
But, I’ve been thinking.. I realized na ang hottt talaga niya. And he even makes Kean Cipriano less hot for me. Wtf?!? Natalo niya sa hotness si Kean? So I guess there’s really something about this guy. That’s why I’m willing to play his game na nga. And I gotta end this relationship vacation from him. Game on!
Well, if this isn’t love, it’s a lot like it.
you're nobody until you're talked about.
10:16 PM
19.12.08
K-an II
K-ann II is my brand new tamagotchi given by tyrus at our class exchange gifts. yey! i've been craving for a tamagotchi since 2nd week of december, and now meron na ako. yey! fun. sana mabuhay ko si K-an II kahit wala na shang tatay. wahahahahaha. funny! single parent na ako. unlike kay K-an before. hahaha. funny talaga!
you're nobody until you're talked about.
7:12 PM
lately, i've been entering into complicated relationships. hmmm, nakakasawa na. parang di na nga ako naaapektuhan sa mga things kasi its like becoming a habit na... "
guy likes me. then guy makes a move. i fall for it. then we'll mess up with each other for quite some time. then i get tired of it. and suddenly, i will throw that certain guy away." ..grabe noh? this is what i get for not having a boyfriend and drinking out with my friends almost every night.
the good thing about these kind of relationships is that, nde na talaga ako nalalabuan. kasi there's nothing malabo about it. walang meron. wala. what's more to that? di ba? edi malinaw, wala talaga. so steady steady lang dapat.
you're nobody until you're talked about.
6:40 PM
MR & MS LEX.
super todo ngarag kami. its hard to organize this event talaga. lalo na first year lang kami, tapos ung mga hinahandle namin, higher batches. pero we did a pretty good job! yipeee. love it!
haha. sana pala sumali nlng ako sa ms lex. madali lang naman pala eh. and to top it all off, walang talent portion!!! hahaha.. oh well, there's always next year!
i made a lot of new friends this intrams although wala naman talaga akong sinalihang sports! haha. and for a little while, nafeel ko maging part ng lsg kasi palagi kaming nasa lsg office for one week. haha. ang saya tlga! love my new found friends.
you're nobody until you're talked about.
6:29 PM
16.12.08
love this life.
haaay. everytime na heart broken ako
or at least i think heart broken ako, palaging may taong nagpapasaya sakin or nagpapalimot sa lungkot ko. kaya lahat ng heart break para sakin ay momentarily lang. ang saya noh?
haaay. im kinda sad as of now. kasi talagang nagkakalabuan na kami ni *blah*. then kahapon dahil sa mr and ms lex practice, nagkaron ng bago. hahahaha. si *blah*... waaaah! yumming yummuy sha. hahaha. the funny thing is, sha ung unang nagapproach or nag the moves sakin. haha. palagi naman eh. pero why me? sa dami namin dun.. oh well, thank god its me! haha
ang cool talaga. since law school, the guys ive been hooking up with are the conyo type guys. which is kinda new to me, kasi im sanay with the musically inclined or artistic type of guys. so apparently, i have to be comfee with the conyo-matured type of guys na! ..OMG! wait.. does this mean un na ung cirlce of friends ko kaya un na ung mga nahohook kong guys? tama ba? hmm.. ayoko! i still want the rocker-immature type guys...
oh well! STILL.. im happy!
you're nobody until you're talked about.
10:50 PM
15.12.08
grrr.. may stalker ako! ..sino kaya un??? talagang ginoogle pa ako eh... grrr! wtf?!? niines ako... nappraning tuloy ako.. hate him or her... rrrrrr...
you're nobody until you're talked about.
12:01 AM
13.12.08
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
hmm... if this isn't love, its a lot like it!!!
im so natutuwa sa movie na "a lot like love"... kasi at some point parang ganun ung relationship namin ni *blah*.. like we never clear things up.. and its all good!!
"don't.. you'll ruin it!" --- yan ang words na pang-goodbye namen ni *blah* after a wonderful day! haha.. its like when one of us wanna say something.. stinostop na agad nung isa.. damage control kumbaga! haha shempre, if you say something.. someone will expect.. MAHIRAP NA! masisira lang lahat.. so its better to say nothing at all... love it! haha
you're nobody until you're talked about.
11:22 PM
10.12.08
Well, if it isn't love, it's a lot like it.
you're nobody until you're talked about.
5:20 PM
8.12.08
puhlease let me sleep!!!
three days and two nights na akong walang tulog.. haaaaay.. kill me now! haha =p
gimick with my friends last friday. xmas party with the brods on saturday. outreach with the brods on sunday morning. then xmas party with the sisses on sunday night.. STRAIGHT.. without sleeping.. grabe! ang galing ko noh? hahaha.. kaso the bad thing is.. nung xmas party with the sisses, super wala na akong energy kaya di na ako nagenjoy.. sadness!
*pictures will be posted as soon as ok na ung photobucket...
so many things happend. i just dunno if its good or bad.. hmmm.. basta im happy!
you're nobody until you're talked about.
2:12 PM
2.12.08
EVIDENCE.
so dahil adik na ako sa subject na evidence. one of my friends asked me.. and the set up was like a beuty pageant ish (the ms. lex type ish) haha..
"if you are an evidence, what evidence are you?"---"Res Ipsa Loquitur. The beauty speaks for itslef."---
haha. nice one! and he thought na di ako makakasagot. rawr! haha. =p
***Anyway, song ko to kay blah! haha...
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How’d I survive when I can barely speak
arely eat, on my knees
But that’s the moment you came to me
I don’t know what your love has done to me
Think I’m invincible
I see through the me
I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don’t know what you’re doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
Super human, heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human I feel so super human
Super human I feel so super human
Super human
Strong Since I’ve been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along I can see tomorrow
Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere but love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free
You changed my whole life
Don’t know what you’re doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
Super human, heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human I feel so super human
Super human I feel so super human
Super human
Its not a bird, not a plane
It’s my heart and it’s going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I feel like I can do anything
Going going, I’m gone away in love
You changed my whole life
Don’t know what you’re doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all super human, you did that to me
Super human, heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human Super human
you're nobody until you're talked about.
11:19 AM
