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30.11.06

im not emotional. im just not. so, sue me.

im not emotional kaya im not sweet. im not emotional kaya im not umiiyak. im not emotional kaya im not nagiinarte. im not emotional kaya im not jealous. im not emotional kaya im not typical. so, SUE ME.

alot of things happened, 4 months since.

ive changed. but. i love you just the same.

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
1:10 PM

28.11.06

im sorry. NOT.

nagising ako nung umaga na may galak. baon na dahilan ang aking pangarap. argh. screw you. you proved me na dreams arent suppose to happen talaga. malas.

so ive been waiting forever to watch chicosci at colt 45 Rakista on mtv kahapon. eh since we expected na may prof na kami, so we waited for our prof until 7pm, but sadly hindi sha dumating. so i decided to wait for someone else kasi alam ko naman na mas mahalaga sha kesa kay miggy chavez. duh. tska isang hour nalang akong maghihintay. but no. he has/have to say something pa talaga eh. sana pala pinili ko nalang si miggy.

so.. punta kaya ako ng album launch ng CRAEONS sa december 8 kapag walang pasok? craeonista naman ako eh! ..haha.. we ll see!!! hmmm... *gotta think

genny: i dont want us to end up hating each other
ira: kayat habang may panahon wag mo nang hintayin lumalim pa at mas masakit nang tanggapin...

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
4:08 PM

25.11.06

THE ROSES DIED 3 DAYS SINCE. BLACK ROSES DIES. IM SORRY.

so history is repeating itself, kinda. before dahil sa livejournal. now dahil sa blog. may mga naapektuhang tao.

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*haha binago ko!!!

SOP MUSIC AWARDS... song of the year ay SanDaLan!! my favorite! ayos!

Congrats sa 6 cycle mind! they won two awards. natalo nila ang sandwich, parokya, at kamikaze. astig. ibang klase ang mga minders. daming pera pamboto. haha pero in fairness ang magaling naman talaga si Ney eh!

talo ang callalily kasi naman noh si ely buendia. i think dapat di na kasama sa breakthrough group ang pupil kasi last year pa sila nasa music scene. kaya un! edi sana nanalo ang callalily. tas binaboy pa ni karel at glyza ung stars kanina. natatawa na nga lang si lem eh tapos kean is trying to fix them up. pero lupet talaga ng pagkakalat ng mga artista na un eh. kaya naging basura ung performance!

^^^sige lang! sandal ka lang...

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
10:31 PM

24.11.06

screw me! ..i messed up things.. really messed up.. arrgh screw me!

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so may similarities ang chicosci at my chemical romance! nakakatuwa. kasi they are using morbid imagery in their songs to hide the cheesy meaning. astig. and they both focus on their first single, the celebration of death. for chicosci is a promise and ung sa my chemical romance is welcome to the black parade. parang sinasabi lang sa songs na un na even their significant other is dead na, their love will still ba the same. blah blah. alam niyo na yan. super pareho ung sense ng both songs. astig!!!

i bought the 1st issue of myxmag kanina. may 1 page article about callalily. the title was DONT CALL US POGI. haha kasi pogi rock daw ung genre nila. which is definitly absurd kasi it doensnt exist. they are musicians indeed not just a pretty face. at alam naman nating lahat yan.

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
9:51 PM

23.11.06

i saw you standin in my head lights.... blink blink blink!

NAKACHAT KO SI KEAN!!!!

pag siniswerte ka nga naman oh. haha. ambait niya. huhu. he makes me fall even more.

dami naming napagusapan, almost 3hrs?!

sabay pa kaming nanood ng AMA (american music awards) sa satr movies.. hinintay namin ung fall out boy! tas ang todo na nagpasaya samin is si Jack Black! haha ..dami naming in common ah! tas ung difference lang na napansin namin is mapayat ako tas mataba siya (sabi niya)...haha ayos! number 10..

*number 10...10...10..!

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
12:35 PM

21.11.06

screw you! ..you dont know me..

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
12:16 PM

18.11.06

OMG!!!

..sadness naman, si kean nagdradrama! epal kasi ung mga tao na nanglalait sa kanila! kung ayaw niyo sa Callalily go ahead, pero naman! walang bastusan! ...ang eepal niyong lahat!!! and besides wala namang kayong alam about Kean or the band per se kaya wala kayong right to say bad things about them....

DONT HURT KEAN, OR ELSE...! haha

ayos? ayos!

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to make the long story short... kean said:

...blah blah blah... ingat lagi! peace on earth! oh, speaking of peace on earth.. nabasa ko yung mga posts. yung mgaissues. wow! nakakagulat. pero its fine.. i understand. pero eto lang yan.. dont believe everything you hear, read or see. maniwala ka sa kung anong nararamdaman mo. kung nararamdaman nyo na mayabang talaga si kean.. or ang callalily.. or malaki na ulo namin, or snob kami.. or wala kaming kwenta.. yun ang paniwalaan nyo. hindi yung mga sabi sabi lang. tao lang tayo lahat.. iba iba ng timpla. pero importante.. RESPETO SAKA FAITH!

kahit na ano pa sabihin ng mga tao na wala kaming kwenta.. I DONT CARE! kasi alam ko, solid kaming lima.. solid mga taong naniniwala samin..mga callalistas! impossibleng wala kaming kwenta.. kasi alam namin na kaya kayo nandyan.. kasi may kwenta kami. alam naming napapasaya namin kayo kahit sa maliliit na paraan!

alam ko kung san kami nanggaling.. kaya dun at dun din kamibabalik. kahit na gaano kalakas ang palakpak.. kahit na gaano kalakas sigaw ng mga tao.. kahit na mag number one pa sa mga music channels or radio stations... it will all boil down to 2 mportant things.... MUSIC and BROTHERHOOD. i dont know if im making any sense.. pero ang alam ko.. mahal ko ang music.. mahal ko ang mga kabanda ko.. mahal ko lahat ng mga naniniwala samin atlahat ng mga nagyayare ngayon... hinding hindi ko makakalimutan hanggang sa huling besesna tutugtog kami.

alam ko medyo cheesy.. pero totoo! eto lang yan.. kung ayaw sakin ng tao.. ayos lang. kagaya nga ng sinabi ko.. kanya kanyang timpla lang yan.. basta ako.. im happy na may napapasaya akong mga tao. gagawa ako ng music hanggat sa kaya ko.

and sa mga nagtatampo or nagagalit dahil hindi naaprove yung sa frendster.. yung hindi ko narereplyan and many other stuff.. kaya wala akong sinasabi.. or wala akong nasasagot.. naaapreciate koyung mga messages nyo.. yung effort na magbibigay ng oras para mag gawa ng message... napapangiti nyo ko dun. kasi alam ko.. may kwentaako. SALAMAT NG MARAMI! =) salmat sa mga nagbigay ng letters saka ng mga drawings.. sobrang naapreciate ko yun. samga mayrong gustong sabihin sakin or kahit na ano.. email nyolang ako. para masagot ko ng personal. keancipriano@... ayus? bsta ingat kayo lagi... seize the day! no to violence.. not to drugs.. peace on earth!

-kean cipriano

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
8:41 PM

16.11.06

im part of the "MANILA Teenage Death Squad".

so have you ever felt like you feel belonged somewhere else? hmm..

case in point, when im at mayrics and at saGuijo it really feels like uuuu...... its more than just a gig place, its like a home. and it wasnt just the ambience that made it a home, its the fellow musicians or at least the fellow music lovers that i shared the space with. cause when ur at that place i can immediately sense that we are at least the same.

AYOS!

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
1:16 PM

12.11.06

Biggest Fear: Magising ng Lasing!

I totally hate birthdays. Cause im obliged to be happy. Grrr. So I have to act as if im happy on the 13th to please everyone. But im totally not. This is so not my year. Haha. Im not happy but im not sad. Im just okay! But okay is good, right?!?

The drama of dating sucks. Pero kahit ganoon, im scared shitless of loosing you. Sa bawat pintig ng puso ko aking dalangin, huwag kang agawin sa akin!!!

So as for now there are 3 bands I totally like: Callalily, chicosci, and craeons. Lahat ng bands I like has one thing in common. Letter “C” ngsstart ung band name nila. Haha. I have a thing for the vocalists and guitarists of these bands. Kean, miggy, casper, tatsi, mong, and josh. Haha. I like all of them.

Callalily puro love songs ung cd nila. Mapaheartbreak or happiness. Love in general.
Chicosci before more on hatred and angst, pero ngyon parang religious na ung feel nila.
Craeons fun songs na puro guitars ung bida. Straight to the point ung songs.

Astig silang lahat! I love em. They inspire me to pursue music.

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
10:11 PM

9.11.06

sa bawat pintig ng puso ko
aking dalangin,
huwag kang agawin sa akin.

im sooo sick and tired with the drama of dating. who isnt?!? haha.

yey! bukas il get to watch callalily, my oh so favorite band, again. cant wait to see em. i sooo like like kean. ngyon ko lang narealize na he looks like ely buendia and alwyn uytingco. haha. sana sha nlng bday gift ko! haha wtf?!

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
8:55 PM