***cause you caught me off guard... now im running and screaming***

spot the diffrnce...

Brandon Boyd - Incubus, vocals
Marin Johnson - Boys like Girls, vocals
Kean Cipriano - Callalily, vocals

spot the difrnce? ...if you can!haha ...if you look at it pretty well, you might see no difrnce at all... ahaha.. maybe i've been watchng too much mtv and myx!hehe

ay onga pala... napanood ko ung document ng myx about the so called "EMO"... i told you sooooo! its nothing but plain stupidity!!!

tsss....
ano ba ang misconceptions ng emo...
*suicidal effect
*galit sa mundo status
*parang di na sisikatan ng araw
*never happy
*black hair, one sideded
*skinny jeans (guy or girl)
*statements shirts
*so loving black
*loving "emo" bands
shouting to the whole world like they are a part of something "cool" when in fact, they do not know what emo truly is....

need i say more???

cge.. ika nga nung isang tao sa docu... malakas ang loob ko na mag-label ng tao when it comes to being "emo"... ngyon... sasabihin ko na... for the first time.. na POSER ang karamihan ng emo! lalo na ung mga overwhelming emo people....

yah... being a kid, everyone goes thru the stage na dmo kilala ang sarili mo.... na you need to be a part of something to know who you really are... and today, the state of being an "EMO" ang nakikita ng mga kabataan, 12-18 yrs old, as their escape to their identity crisis...

emo... so not a genre but currently super malaki ang association ng word na un sa music... emo is like a state of being... a fleeting moment... just that! nothing more....

when someone gets older or hits the age of 20... dun nyo malalaman ang totoong meaning ng emo...

tsss... kahit wikipedia hindi alam ang meaning ng emo.... ang sad.. the saddest!

ako??? hindi ko masasabing emo ako....

EMO... its a sad sad story... that noone can frickin understand but the learned...



...am i supposed to be happy? when all i ever wanted comes with a price...





the sun has set and the gray sky fade in blue
been wanting to say goodbye but it leads me back to you
and the rain starts to fall downas i watch the stars crash into the night
i wish i could turn, turn back the hands of time

but i simply cant!
NO I SIMPLY CANT!

now im screaming im shouting i cant hear a thing
my eyes burn and blister i cant feel the pain
i dont know why im here


but i simply cant!
NO I SIMPLY CANT!

as i pick up all the pieces that you have left behind
my heart bleeds your smile and my soul starts to die


i've been thinking... and i've realized that...

nothing i say is absolute.

i say things because i feel like saying it as of the moment. but i am not jailed by the thing ive said. change is inevitable. maybe some events will tend to change my principle. and it's okay. because nothing is absolute. there is no permanent thing in this world than change.

case in point: (hypothetical)

when someone says that she hates pink... then you see all of her stuff in the color pink... you should not mock her about it... because maybe some event in her life made her like the color pink... and its not a crime to go against what you have already said.

*nice! haha

once again...

i dislike LABELS. especially when it comes to music preference.

it doesnt mean that if you like rock music you are a rock-ER.

no one is a poser. people dont "pose" as something or someone. they just do what they want to. heck! this is a free country! why are people being so frickin harsh?! rar! or maybe... they just dont have any brains at all.

tssss... maybe they are the true posers because they are so inlove with rock music that they are guarding the rock scene to be exclusive. they "pose" as some blessed circle that cannot be invaded with other people.


im sooo hating "anti-callalily" group sa friendster!
rarrr!
they are all idiots!
wasting time on something they hate!
they are all pathetic creatures...

they are not even contented with bashing callalily especially kean... pati si yael yuzon inaaway na nila!
not only that.. pati ang mga "posers" in general inaaway nila!!!!
as if naman ang rocker nila noh!
eh emo naman pala!
rarrr!

i think emo is not a genre... it just means emotional.. hence, EMO!
i dont hate emo becuase of their look or dahil uso un ngayon...
i just think na lahat naman ng kanta ay "emotional"...
kasi every fucking song comes from the emotion of a person!
di ba? san pa naman manggagaling un, kundi sa emotion ng writer!
duh... ano ba yan!
ang stupid!

kasi... walang may karapatan na magsabing "poser" ang ibang tao!
it really pisses the hell out of me!


it Started when I came
I look up and I thought your away
I close my eyes and realize
That you're gone
Now I know that it's not easy
But can you stay by my side
Hope that you're not leaving
Cause I swear that

I am yours you are mine
I promise that I'll be here forever
Cause I do loving you
Cause no one can love
Me more start by you

can i keep you forever

Now my dreams sinking
Now I know how much I do
I really do need you

No one can love me more start by you
No one can...
no one can...
no one can...

No one can love me more start by you...
No one can love me more start by you...
No one can love me more start by you...
No one can love me more start by you...

im thin. as it was in the beginning is now and ever shall be world without end. im thin, and im loving it! yeah, im loving it! haha

i actually hate people that comments on my state of "thinness" like its something bad. its not bad at all. i can say a number of things that is a positive side of being thin. stick thin. maybe they're just fat! and fat people are loooosers! bwahaha. i guess people will hate me if i comment on their state of "fatness". in my standards, size 0-1 is thin.. when someone is a size 2 and up, i already consider them as fat! ahaha...

people are so insensitive when it comes to critizising people who are thin! rar! it kinda irritates the hell out of me... pero if someone is fat parang mahihiya ung ibang person na imock ung fatness nila! weird! its not fair!

oh yes, im stick thin. even modelish thin. but i still cannot pass as anorexic thin.

im stick thin and im embracing that fact. im so loving this! haha