im sooo loving danita paner and andi manzano ryt now!

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im so over and done with this a decade ago..
still i wanna do a written statement over this matter! here goes...

well,needless to say everyone wants to be their friends.. know their full name,school schedule,get their pictures,cellphone numbers or maybe home addresses,ancestry(???) it is also evident that it is through their fans that they get the support to get them going in the tough music industry..aside from their own personal reasons as well that they would very much prefer to keep to themselves.. seeing them up close is something but touching them or maybe having them (or one of them) know your name and remember the face that goes with it is a whole different story..it gives you more to fantasize about..most probably the possibility of actually achieving one of your short term fantasies--being FRIENDS with them..not just bigtime fans.. the problem then is that you’ll have to be a fan first before you can even ever catch their interest..unless of course you are his/their type.. there really is this thing with hard-to-reach human beings..they get to say stuff and get away with it..the next day they forget that they promised someone that "he won't forget your you"..or "you should go online..i'll search you on the web.." who knows how many individuals go about their days with those same thoughts resounding in their head..oh the momentary pleasure.. that's just about it..about being a fan..its a one- way thing..you have to make your way to the front of every concert just for them to catch a glimpse of you .. still,they remain stars..unreachable and far away.. and what they said to you on that one chance you got close to them for free.. you might as well forget about it..you know they did.. no,i do not have anything against fans and their routines when it comes to really cool bands with amazing members.. i am merely saying something frustrating.. after all there are hundreds of other ira's who will scream your name, ayt?..that's not exactly me anymore..

im so over this shit! yey!


i feel so bobo lately. hmph!

nagstart un nung oblicon.. kasi naman im so not ready for a recitation that time. huhu. once again, nagmuka nanaman akong bobo in front of 30 ish people. huhu. then, ung quiz sa finance.. feeling ko nagkalat tlga ako sa quiz na un eh! sadnesss... as if naman nde ako bobo. ahaha. bat ba ako nagiinarte?! hmph! hindi na talaga ako magaaral.. sayang sa effort eh! ahaha

but.. masaya na ako, kasi DL ako, 1.5 ish ung average ko!... wahaha! chamba! sinong magaakala nun?!? at least pwede kong masabi na im not that bobo kasi naging DL ako... once! haha ...i supeeer wana thank aufie! ahahaha


*i never know a love like this... till you!