iRa-iSh..

16.5.08


No pretensions.

Remember what it felt like when you found out that your ex-boyfriend had found someone new? You were so certain you were making the right decision when you broke up with him. After all, it wasn't working out. You never really got along with each other.

You were more bad than good for each other in the long run, and since the break-up, you've been happier and haven't looked back since. But the moment you see him with someone new, you remember none of this. All of it is clouded over by the dull, empty, bitter feeling of being replaced, supplanted. And suddenly, illogically, you want him back. Desperately.

I get that feeling sometimes! It's easy to feel that way when you have nothing. Everyday, you hear about other people building towers (or worse, occupying old towers you built), while all you've managed to build in your new life is a little pile of sand. In a panic, you grab on to what little you have left, hoping it will save you. You cling to an old identity, jealousy hold on to your past, just so you don't feel like such a nothing.

But it's futile. It's like trying to reattach a loose tooth that's been dangling from your gum by one thread. The past doesn't work for you anymore. It's gotta go. You know it. There's no other way. There's that panic when you make the leap. A moment of pain, a sad goodbye. Dying breaths. Death. Transition. Newness. Initial fear of newness. Then, lightness.

Gotta hold on for that Leap of Faith.

*boring puro words.haha*

i R a i S h

you're nobody until you're talked about.
10:24 PM

iRa-iSh
"I believe in music and its power to save the world from itself."


if ala is "ism"
and casper is "ness"
THEN...
iRa is "ish"
oh so ira ish

Ira Lipat, 21 years old, blogging since 2006 on blogspot and blogging on livejournal since 2003.

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